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my faith

.: SIGH :.  There are so many things on my mind, things to do, projects I want to do, school and money.  This quarter Allan and I had to put off my school so, we can get things accomplished and save more money.  It just seems like we're not saving money.  Then again there are things we want that we end up spending money on.  Don't tell me that you guys are able to resist buying things because everyone tends to buys unnecessary things when trying to save money.  Allan will have to start his classes during the fall quarter and I'll have to pick up 2 classes next quarter.  Hula this summer will be busy because of all the shows and I want to do as much as I can to receive credit for materials and costumes.  I have my crochet projects I'm trying to finish.  I need to get back to it today.  Also there are the projects I have around the house that seem to never be finished because other things always come up.  I think I take on so many things that, I get frustrated and forget about things.  If I didn't have things to do then I'd be bored...  At least Allan understands and supports my crazy but wonderful ideas... Love you Babe!!!  I can't help but think about 2 1/2 years ago I didn't have Allan by my side but he is, and he is keeping me sane.

Over the weekend I had a long talk with my cousin, Maria.  Regarding why I have been feeling so down, NOT about my family, BF or hula but about work.  Our company is going through a consolidation right now and everyone is just freaking out and talking about it everywhere I turn.  I don't like that fact that I hear it everywhere I go.  I just wanted to deal with it when it came close to it.  I understand everyone's fears and I have the same fears too.  The only way I can function during work is if no one is talking about it.  I've been trying to block it form my mind but I can't help but think about it too.  I've decided to put my faith in GOD and just let things flow and have him put me in the right place.  Thanks Maria for helping me realize that.

relaxing at home

Okay, So I don't want to do the laundry but I know have to before it never gets done!  So, there are 3 BIG loads to do.
I've just been relaxing and talking to my sister.  After going to hula today, we reviewed a whole bunch of songs and I learned 2 new ones.  Now all I have to do is remember them. 
Yesterday was my co-worker's last day and is also my doctor.  She will doing missionary work in India and maybe never go back to practicing.  Hopefully she does.  She's a great doctor.  Alot of her patients didn't want her to go.  But she is doing a great thing and helping in a spiritual kind of way.  Hopefully there will be more people like her.
So my sister sent some new pictures of my niece, she's too cute and adorable... looks like my sister. They're posted on the bottom.
my cousin Lena has announced that she is PREGNANT!  I'm so excited... I'm already planning to have a shower for her...
Okay well I have to go and speak with some one.. so it next time.

Finals...

ooohhh la la, finals are next week.  At least I only have one class, so that mean only one final.  Allan and I have decided to not have classes this summer since his family is coming and it seems that this summer we will have alot more family things to do.  Summer quarter is so short, i don't think it would be worth it to go.
Some of our relatives from California came and visited us for a little bit, they're on my step father's side of the family.  I don't know them very well, but when my mother had a little get together, alot of other relatives I hadn't seen in a long time came.  I saw Jen, Liz, Auntie Valaine, Shirley and Joni.  I miss them soo much.  My cousin Jen, she is really my aunt, she's engadged  I'm really happy for her...
So, yesterday, I called in sick because I had an appointment and so did Allan.  He found out yesterday that he has moderate carpal tunnel and might have to get surgery soon.  We will have to try and treat it so he does not have to have surgery.  I went to get my braces fixed, a couple of my brackets have been loose.  I felt it was about time to get them fixed.
TGIF!!! Aren't you?  Tomorrow we go back to hula and I 'm missing it... Gotta go... Bye.