it's sunny, but not too hot

06.27.04 (12:59 pm)   [edit]


i love it when the weather is like this, sunny but not to hot. there's still a cool breeze and it's not HUMID. errrrr.
Damn, i love this song. do you? this reminds me of me and allan. except for the part taking about cheating. so i've added about 6 more songs. i haven't been adding all the music i can, only the ones that people ask for. i'm still trying to find a server that all the other blogs will take like my codes don't work on Asianavenue.com. errrr and i don't know why?
so, it's official. Analyn and Jun x2 are coming to seattle. i gotta plan out some places where we can go. wild waves, settle center, site seeing... we'll see.
now, my cousin mikey is using Tblog. WELCOME to my favorite place to blog. hehe heee
well i gotta get going. there is laundry a neverending chore.

i can't sleep

06.23.04 (12:11 am)   [edit]


okay, okay, it's really early in the morning to be writing this. but i can't really sleep. so, i tought to my self. why not updated the world with what's going on with me. since enquiring minds want to know. i see you peeking and you know what i don't care......
things have been holding up at work and it looks like i'm going to be getting that job after all. altough we are loosing one person to a different department... i was really looking forward to working with her. God really intended for things to work out. Even for Allan, looks like he may have a chance to work at the place where he wants to work. it's more of what he wants to get into in the future.
I saw an old auntie at starbucks the other day. gosh, i how much i miss her. i miss her so much.! :cry: i hope that in the future things will be better for her.
Father's day just past. Having 2 them makes it hard to call both of them while i was out and about doing things. this year we did not have a get together. just coz maybe we always have dinner at mom's.
hha hhaa i got my cousin to useTblog... hee heee hee Maria, you're kool. to me this is the best site right now. if everybody started to use this, it would be great. wooo hooo
i think it's time to go to bed... take care guys!


graduations

06.17.04 (6:56 pm)   [edit]
geez what a day! works getting really stressing. my boss still has 3 people to hire for. now, we've got another person leaving. what kind of shit si that? i'm really gonna miss her. she's the lady that interviewed me for medical records then, i moved up to being a receptionist. Gees, i'm going to miss her. atleast she going to have a secure job instead of having a to through a lay off.
Yeah, yeah, i haven't been keeping up with my songs but here I am now...trying to recover.
so, this week my little sister and my cousin graduated. i feel so old... well, my sister she got some growing up to do, and jennifer is going to college. hopefully someday, i will go too! hhehehe
today, is pay day! i finally get to buy what i want... sorry can't tell you. atleast not now.
so till... then

im here

06.11.04 (4:45 pm)   [edit]
I've been refraining from writing daily on here. I'm so caught up with the situations me and allan have been encountering about work... I think we've got things under control.
but, anyways... i think this whole week has been giving me a lot of stress. doesn't look like i'm going to get that job i wanted. i guess there someone there with more experience than me. that's why it's always good to have an education. i think that's what's pushing me to go to school, later on you can't really move up anymore.
i dont have much to say but... i wanted to dedicate this song to ALLAN and this poem

i love you

I love you
you know its true
you make me happy
i don't want you to ever leave me
wanting to spend the rest of my life with you
when you look into my eyes
i just melt
this all seems like a dream
but yet i know its real
there is no wish better than you
your smile got me hooked
we were meant to be
this a new beginning
you take my breath away when your around
i love you for everything you do
i cant live with out you
remember when i told you i love you?
i always will

i've been lazy

06.05.04 (4:35 pm)   [edit]

i know, i know! i haven't written anything in a long while. I guess i've been trying to deal with my work situation and Allan's also. It just seems that i'm just gonna stay where i'm at and not be appreaciated at all. I've been debating about applying for new jobs, but change would be hard for me since i'm thinking about my path in school. Life is too crazy, right now! i guess all i can do is pray to god and help me out. he would not give me something i can not handle. i just have to make the right choices. I've already applied at other places with in the same company but not out side. i guess if none of those pan out for me, i still have the job i have. i don't hate it... i just want a new change. other things to learn. i guess they try to have me learn other things but where i sit it would be to demanding. my co-worker's last day was yesterday and the job i want was the one that was hers. I wonder if the person that gets the job instead of me, will be the same as her? probly not! She's really nice, she knew not to let anyone punk her around. Maybe i should've never applied for the job. ... errr errrr!
OH geez broke again, after paying rent and paying for allan's teeth. we're broke. what's new right there is always something to pay for. ha haaa.
but anyways for now... bye