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my last couple days

So, I haven't been on here in so long… I've just been in a lazy sick mode. Hahaha I guess you can call me that. Me and Allan stayed home and celebrated just by being together. What more can you ask for? Heheheeheee, I guess when were both broke and have bills to pay it's like we can't just go spend a whole bunch of money.


We went to go look at furniture at another furniture place. I guess we'd save a lot more money there. I'm not feeling the couch at the second place. I think for now, we will be getting the couches at Home furniture and the bed and dinning table at Home USA. I still have to talk to talk to my babes and make a final decision. I guess we would have to do more shopping around. That gets really hard and ANNOYING! But then again I guess it takes time. I hope we resolve something soon.


My babes has an interview with INS today. I hope he gets it and that will be good for him and he can prove the people back home who are talking shit that he's not flipping burgers. How fuckin' stupid is that. Does she even fuckin' know what's going on with him. I can't believe she would say shit like that.


Work has been really stressing. all these changes and everyone is going crazy and all bitchy. That's all I got to say about that.


Well, I gotta go for now...

my resting day...

LISTENING TO Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You (click here to re play)
CURRENTLY relaxin'



whoooo hooooo, today is sunday and i get to relax after working yesterday. But ofcourse i still have laundry to do, and dishes and avon stuff. i'm mad my scanner's not working.... why.... now that i want to use it. it hates me....errrrr!!!! i wanna scan more pictures.



tomorrow is my one year anniversary. Me and Allan heee hee and many more to come. I LOVE YOU! And it is also my God daughter's b-day. Crazy shit huh hahahah! but that's OK.



ok i'm going to try my scanner again....ok it's not working.... maybe if i turn the computer on and off.



OK guys here's another poem....FOR MY BABES

stupid comment on my flooble!

LISTENING TO K-Ci & JoJO - it's real (click here to re play)
CURRENTLY PISSED OFF



This is the wrong time to fuckin mess with me. I"M ON MY PERIOD. fuckin shit.... why do stupid people have to make stupid comments, now my BF is trippin about what some stupid fucker wrote on my fooble chatter box. i hate it, it doesn't mean anything but i dunno what's going through his head now. no wonder why he treated me differently earlier. last time someone commented he tought i was talking to someone behind his back. ERRRR FUCKING ASSES, why can't people just be civilized. don't you realize it can hurt a person's relationship that they have.



i guess people dont really care much about that and cant leave a name, ofcourse when they do, it either anonymous or a FAKE ass name. fuck atleast i can find out where there from. hmmm let me do that right now. so i guess that person is from CANADA. errrr cammon guys... why make stupid comments...



I' going to head out for now.

in the last couple of days....

errrr, my entery from last night never made it on, due to tblog making some updates. so, all my words of expression weren't put up. BLAH…




I wonder why certain people, act the way they do… I was so upset, the kind of upset the sets you off and makes you want to rip people heads off. I know it sounds gross but, I know that all of you have felt that way. i don't even know how to express my feelings from yesterday. I had so much anger and frustration that I wanted to make them misreble. But now that I have slept on it, it's not as bad. I still feel plastering what they did all over the place. But no im not like them. TELLING OTHER PEOPLE I TALK SHIT, BUT THE DON'T TELL ME. I DON’T HAVE TO TALK SHIT PEOPLE ALREADY TALK ABOUT YOU! Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! FUCK THAT SHIT. KISS MY ASS! IT'S ON BITCH.




I left it alone and sat and watched my digital cable and tought about the town home that we are moving in too. That's part of the whole reason I haven't been much of a blogger fanatic and you know how that is waiting in the shadows for approval for a credit card or im my case a new home. A town home 2 bedrooms up and down with washer and dryer and is in a quiet area. I'm so excited and happy. Picking a floorplan was a pain in the ass. But I got what I wanted. Allan just wants me to have what I want and always tries. I love him for that! THANKS, BABE!

for my babes

cold fingers...

LISTENING TO 1st lady - never be replaced (click here to re play)
DEDICATED TO MY babez... Allan de Guia




Geeeeezzz.... so damn cold... my finger tips are cold. So, we lost power yesterday and MY work was closed after all these years of always being open. my work lost electricity too. so me and allan started our journey onto my mom's house, first we packed clothes and thng to do, the computer and other things. then ran a few errands, picked up my cousin andrew and we were off. i called my mom and told her we were going to pick her up, apparently, she's been there for like 3 days. stuck because of the snow.... but we spent our time watching movies, playin dominoes etc...




errrrr, so tell me.. the new version of my phone is coming out... ahhhhhAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHHAHHAH and i can't ge it... i guess i gotta juss wait and see what is going on with the new town home and all that stuff. i guess that's more imprtant right now.




so, here i am juss chillin figuring out what i'm gonna cook for later... hmmmmmm still need to go grochery shopping...




my babe's told me about his dream, not like the future butlike when you're sleeping. what is the purpose of dreams... are they warnings, do hey reall show the future or what they could be? it's mistery to me. i think it's best that i leave it alone...

music, work and more SNOW!

LISTENING TO City High - Caramel (click here)

FEELING cold...it's still snowing

CURRENTLY tryin to figure out where to put all my music that i listen to like a page for everyone to see..... but maybe not...




well, i'm tryin to collect all the music that i use for my page and put it somehwhere and have people access it and they can put music on their page too, everyone asks me where i get it. atleast i can put them down and explain to people. because i don't do any uploading and stuff juss "COPY and PASTE" but i really dont want to have to buy hosting packages.. maybe in the future. it's gonna be too much work to update it and make sure all the links work...




but, anyways, so it's still snowing and well seems like it's gonna be like this for a while. i hope not. accidents happen when it snows.




Man, friday was such a bad work day for me. my boss yelled at me with out realizing that i'm the only one there to check in people and insisted that i get on the phones and answer it. 2 people walked in who had serious conditions and all that.. i dunno. errrrr, i wanted to just SCREAM.




me and allan went to go look at town homes and well i found out that place i have been looking at for all this time were apartments/townhomes... i'm so syked.... i actually have hope that we might be able to move in there. so, hopefully when the snow clears out,we'll be able to go check it out.




i went ahead and updated my sister Pia's page and put some music on there and updated her colors with a banner....i still have to work on my banner skills...




gonna go finish my list...