SNOW......
12.31.03 (9:58 am) [edit]Here I am at work and we have only four doctors in the clinic and ofcourse we have to go to work. Well, atleast no one is rushing to see the doctor. but, there is still alot of work to be done.
we finally got cable for our house. and well i figured we weren't home enough to watch tv and we keep wanting to watch these movies and well we would be spending alot of money and having late fee's too. Around nine PM my boyfriend went to go smoke a cigarette and he said that it's snowing a little bit and by ten PM we we were covered in snow. so, my boyfriend wanted to go play in the snow because it was the first REAL snow he had seen. i went and got the camera i have been practicing on and we played and went to see the hill and alotta kids were out and i guess just getting cheap trills by watching cars go down the hill and seeing if they can go up or down the hill. i haven't seen snow like this on the road since 1990 or so. geez so pretty... well anyways.... i gotta get goin for now... i'll be back later...
new colors, new song and banner... whooo hooo!
12.29.03 (8:44 pm) [edit]
LISTENING TO Jeci - Imagine Me Without You
(click here)
FEELING cold...
CURRENTLY tryin to make a banner
OK my song is a lil bit tooooo romantic.... So, what, i love my babes... :) you would put something like that if you are inlove.
so, i'm here tryin to make a banner, i hope it turns out OK...i put it up and it looks OK... i guess i still have to do some work with the size... but i guess i have to keep preacticing like every one is sayin'.... PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT
man, i haven't been too much of a blog fanatic, sometimes you wanna see what other people have to write... i guess some times you run out of ideas or not have any talent. but anyways... i sure don't
i finally took pictures of my cousin jenilyn for practice and to get her use to the camera. she wants to start modeling. she would be great for that. all she has to do is get more practice infront of the camera with me behind the camera, so, we are both learning at the same time. i'm still looking into which photography class i should take. there's one in january... i still need to call and find out.
okay, so joysha's put up the new site to s206.com. and well her photo party is coming up. and well i gotta go get the curtains/backdrops for the studio. and well i'm tryin to figure out the way we would out it up... i think we're gonna have to use more than one rode or something like that...
Gotta go think now.... BYE!
my first REAL diamonds.
12.26.03 (12:22 pm) [edit]
Geeezzzz, here i am at work. Errrr i wish i was home. it's always hard to come back to work after a holiday and we got another one next week. All i have to look forward to is that it's saturday tomorrow. life is always better.
well for x-mas we went to my mom's and we were waiting for my cousin's from portland, OR and well, it just us and my cousins. we ate and opened gifts. me and allan got a george forman grill and a knife set. this is his first x-mas away from home. i hope he enjoyed here. i got allan a watch and a leather bomber jacket, reversible too!!! he got me a white gold diamond pendant, whooo hoooo my first REAL diamonds. IM SO HAPPY. i've been wearing it almost everyday.
Here i am, still looking for a gift for one more person, geeezzz... i didnt think it would be hard to find errrrrrr, but im gonna get it. I WILL! i've called everywhere. i think im going to have to special order it.
i can't wait to get home and get everything all settled in my house so i can do my AVON stuff. geez the holiday season has been crazy. but i guess it worth it when it is all over. well for now im gonna go and get my work finished and off to lunch i go....
what it seems
12.22.03 (10:36 pm) [edit]
i guess things don't come in perfect packages. somethings are always altered. Me as a person, i guess will never break the pattern that i have set myself in. my actions, words, feelings and who i choose are always going to be the same. i keep thinking that no, i will never go back to that. i guess i do, without even knowing it. so why even keep trying? my heart is broken, no energy, no beating. i don't know weather to cry or not. i'm filled with blahness. i am forgotten.
maybe, if i fucked around out of boredom, then maybe my point will be taken, yet, i choose not to take that road. not to even put myself in that category. why am put through this. i wanna be a kid again. no problems, no worries. still hopeful. not hurt.
i have have no one else to talk to... except my best fren, who is far away.
porn
12.22.03 (8:11 pm) [edit]
so.. why do people, look at porn? Is it a subsitution for something or is it an infatuation?
... i have no time to do things
12.18.03 (7:01 pm) [edit]
LISTENING TO Deestylistic - Reminisce
Gosh, so much to do… yet I work during the hours I want to do them. Me and Allan are working on getting our financial situation taken care of so that in the long run we can buy a house… and all that good stuff. Part of that issue is to get the debt down to ZERO. Ofcourse, me being a dumb teenager and signing up for every freakin credit card there is, I've racked up quiet a bill and I guess someone did some kind of fraud with my boyfriends SSN, man it makes you wonder if you'll ever get caught up. So, getting that done would have to involve having my BF go and do that himself without me and I would rather be there so, I know what happens…. Ofcourse, I guess the first step to getting rid of my debt is to get a credit report for me.
Another thing is school I haven't been able to get this going for me. I really need to and well, I dunno I gotta get going…. SIGH!!!!!!!
It's raining, I feel crapy…errrrrrrrr…. But it's ok, im going to be able to relaxe and sit and just fold laundry or something… my babes will be cooking dinner today and were gonna gave hot wings. Wwww ooooo hooooooo!
At work, we've been doing secret santa, and we do it for 5 days and you give small gifts and on the small day they get a more expensive one. i guess you can say that. We just had our little x-mas thing at work it was cool i got recognized for an awsome job... hehhe you don't get that much in a work place like mine, all i can say is that they are getting better.
gosh, it's friday tomorrow, i can't wait. i need the weekend to come. Tomorrow i'm gonna go to a party that my mom wants us to go to. which is cool. My mom called to ask us if we wanted to go. Ofcourse we're going.
i'm gonna get going, gonna cook cheesecake for my b-fren's potluck tomorrow
...i'm back...s206...my PC
12.14.03 (5:24 pm) [edit]
LISTENING TO R Kelly - Step in the Name of Love (rmx)
I know some of you hate r. Kelly right now, but i like the beats...
I haven't been keeping a daily log of what been happening because of my computer being out of sevice. well here, i am now... like i said check out my pc on my last log i think that's OK, i'm not much of a PC nerd. as long as it's fast i'm happy.
Ok so last night joysha came over and we decided on the prices we would, i mean she would charge. i'm not really taking pictures yet but still learning, and i'm getting there. i have yet to do my practice photo shoot with my cousin.... we have to wait till things look a little bit better, and i can do some practicing.
my ading joysha finally put up s206.com
she has so much talent she needs to get out there and show off. even thought she is starting small now, she has a lot of potential. i can't wait till she has so much to do and she get's sick of it... HAHhaaa LoL, juss joking
right now, i downloading limewire 3 point something so that downloading will be much easier... and faster...with some kind of speed up options.... now that we have DSL things DLing is faster and well i guess over all i dont mind having MSN.. i guess i just needed a faster PC hahaha.... DUH? right?
damn.... i finally fixed my scanner stuation, turns out, my program isn't good for WIN XP... damn, but it's working for now... till i can afford to buy a new one or do i have to?
as i sit here and make a new banner, i wonder if i'll ever get the hang of it. geez.... people are so talented. i bet they spend countless hours on the PC, designing a banner...
for, now i'm going to go and and tend to my laundry and finish my banner... take care
new pc
12.13.03 (3:14 pm) [edit]LISTENING TO R Kelly - Step in the Name of Love (rmx)
Finally, up and running again.... Our PC is up and FASTER than ever. Atleast we didn't spend more than 1000.00. Here's what I have...
CELERON 2.4
Asus P4S533-MX
512 MB PC-2700 DDR
80GB 7200 RPM HD
52x32x52 MSI CDRW
3.5 Floppy
16x Sony DVD
56K Modem
Two Front USB
PS/2 Keyboard
10/100 Network
32bit Stereo Sound
Up to 32mb Video
PS/2 Wheel Mouse
Stereo Speakers
ATX Case 400W Power Supply
Windows XP Home
we only spent 600.00, it's the fastes PC we have owned i think.... hahhhaaha
I gotta go for now, me and allan are goign to run some errands and joysha is comin over...
STUPID....
12.05.03 (7:16 am) [edit]U STUPIS ASSSSSSS MOTHER FUCKER... IT'S NICE THAT YOU WOULD MAKE SUCH A STUPID COMMENT. I THINK THAT PEOPLE WHO COMMENT LIKE THAT TALK ABOUT THEMSELVES AND YOU KNOW YOU'RE REALLY STUPID.... BECAUSE YOU TRY TO BE ANONYMOUS, BUT, I CAN TELL WHERE YOU'RE FROM. I KNWO YOU LOOK AT MY SHIT. I WRITE WHAT I WANT AND GET OVER IT!!!!!
THE INTERNET I GAVE YOU WILL START CHARGING YOU... HAHAHAHAHAHAH
long time
12.03.03 (11:52 am) [edit]Oh my gosh i'm featured again... Sorry i havent been able to get on line. my PC's busted and I'm getting a new one. WHoo hooo... i'll catch you guys later this weekend...