MSN...
11.23.03 (10:44 pm) [edit]LISTENING TO b2k ft. fobolous - badaboom <---- click here to play RE PLAY>
it's sunday and here i am begining to hate MSN, as i wait patiently for someone to call. I finally get so pissed off in waiting i went to go check my email. Ofcourse it wouldn't let me. Finally , i called tech support and they said there was a new versio of MSN and i had to unistall and reinstall it. so i did this all to get my mind off of whatever i was feeling. so i upgraded to MSN 8 and the tech guy said there would be MSN 9 .... hahaha you think they could just let me upload everything at once. But i guess they'll be sending it in the mail in two weeks.
i think every fourth week of the month i will always be vounrable. freaking shit! sometimes, i wonder if a machine can take place of a woman. does a man ever appriciate the things women do. does it ever occur that the machine will always be there and can wait? NO, probly not. I think alot of things will never be realized.
...hmmm, well i went to my mom's house over the weekend. i went to go pick up the hand mixer. so, i can make cheese cake for my potluck at work and it was decided that, i make cheese cake for the party. whoo hooo..... i really hope i dont fuck it up!
this upcoming weekend me and allan and my lil brother and my cousin are gonna go to isangmahal... i guess that's where some people, go and represent what they got. like poetry flows, etc.... Allan's been wanting to go, we missed it the last time and well my bro has the flyer. so he showed it to us and well it's great, now my bro and Allan can hang out.
Allan, called.... said sorry... gotta go.
SNOW....
11.21.03 (1:41 pm) [edit]To my surprise it was snowing last night…. I was so happy…. My boyfriend has never seen snow and when he told me it was, I didn’t believe him because we joke aounf a lot with eachother. Now, I'm here at work and slowly it's all melting away! Maybe were in for more snow later on this evening.
So, lately I have been traing people on my desk so they can sit here and I can go somewhere else. Don’t you think they would train them on the other things? I guess the more you know, the more valuable you are.
Today is Friday, payday yesterday…but here are the bills… rent, car, cell, house phone, electric, AVON, and front brakes… after…we have none left. That’s OK. Next pay day is X-mas shopping. What am I going to get Allan. We're juss gonna relax after he pays the bills. I wanna go out and eat at the Pho' restourant. I'm cravin' some vermacelli bowls stuff. Maybe rent a movie or something. But Allan has to work in AM on Saturday so, we might not.
I ran into an old aunti today. She asked me how I was doing and I told her what's been going on. She agrees in the decisions I have made to move forward into the future. I really wish, it happened a long time ago.
I put more pixes up and stuff… but im still tryin to figure out a better way to do things. Hmmmmmmmmmmm anyone got any ideas? Well I gotta get going so.. Till next time!
Recipe for Love
11.19.03 (1:26 pm) [edit]LISTENING TO b2k ft. fobolous - badaboom <---- click here to play RE PLAY>
In a large pot, mix:
Trust
Honesty - with oneself and with each other
Openness
Affection
The ability to listen - truly listen
Sense of Humor
Friendship
Bring to a simmer & then slowly add:
Commitment
Passion
Sensuality
Intimacy
Eye Contact
Pillow-talk
Kisses
Caresses
Cuddles
Fondling
Tenderness
As it simmers, "conditions" may rise to the top. Skim off and discard the "conditions" leaving the unconditional love behind.
Transfer the mixture to a large casserole dish giving it lots of room to expand. Sprinkle with a topping that consists of:
Support
Forgiveness
Compromise
Understanding
Sacrifice
Teamwork
Bake long and slow at a low temperature and enjoy for years to come. Occasionally the ingredients may separate...things such as jealousy, defensiveness, temptation, selfishness and dishonesty may rise to the top. Simply skim these bitter things off and discard them. Stir up the remaining ingredients and return them to the pot, warm to a low simmer and enjoy once again!
new layout and banner
11.16.03 (8:54 pm) [edit]LISTENING TO b2k ft. fobolous - badaboom <---- click here to play RE PLAY>
ok finally got new colors and a banner. thanks to joi for helping me with my photoshop. i think i'm getting the hang of it. sort of errrrrr...... that's all i really have to say! so till then MuAh! :D
my day
11.16.03 (4:07 pm) [edit]LISTENING TO b2k ft. fobolous - badaboom <---- click here to play RE PLAY>
i got the avon order today and here i am juss looking at it and putting them all together.
it's so hard to write in here every day now. i get so busy. mostly juss wanting to sit around and watch TV hahahah
but me and allan got the back breakes done well we still need to get the front done. gosh having a car is expensive but atleast i have one and well what can you expect when you buy a used one. after getting the front breaks done, me and allan can buy a CD player for it now whooooo hoooo. and a new alarm.
right now, im juss chillin at home, don't gotta cook tonight coz we got left overs. ALOT of them, so here i am CHILLIN
currently chatting with joysha, about s206 that our photograhy site, i handle the business, and she's the photographer. i aspire to be one to..... someday.
school is coming i gotta get signed up and ready to go. i wanna get my classes out of the way and take some photography one too. i'm tryin to catch up with ading joi hahahha
right now i gotta go. i got some work to do...have fun.
baby be there/what's in my head/my fren
11.08.03 (2:02 pm) [edit]LISTENING TO Nu Flavor-Baby Be there <---- click here to play AGAIN if you were listening to something else.>
what's in my head today. nuttin juss a new lay out. colors and other things i can put on here. im not a wed desinger or anything but i can find some cool stuff. i like the fact we dont have banner ads.... they take up to much space and have too much flashy stuff. sorry, but i just have a few collected things for html. no real graphic design skills especially with Photoshop hahahah, i finally started messin' with it and kinda figured it out how to make a simple banner, im pretty sure there are other things i could be doing that will put everyone with there jaw haning but i cant do it!!!!!!!! but anyways,
i hate it when people say you guys are just INLOVE. so what? it's not like in love like, all we do is make out in the movie theater. but INLOVE where we actually look towards the future, plan things out together and our families know we are in a serious relationship.
ading joi, your sooooo cool and wonderful and smart. juss hang in there. everything will fall into place.
Vanessa got a car. not a new one but atleast a second hand one. people shouldn't be picky about things. weather it's materialistic things or people. if you can get nice things and afford it then go for it. don't let anyone tell you different.
today, i'm going grochery shopping to fill our fridge and stuff. also, im gonna go shippoing for a couple of things... wooo hoooo so im gonna have some money spending fun.
shopping
11.06.03 (7:59 pm) [edit]LISTENING TO Tamia - Who do you tell <---- click here to play AGAIN if you were listening to something else.>
ooooohhhhhh wweeeeeee, i got featured, i don't even know if that much poeple voted! hahahah but thanks sis i know you voted. but anyways
it's almost the end of the week and well what did i do? over the weekend we went to my mom's house it's not like we haven't been there for the past month. now, i can relaxe at home with allan and not worry about our apartment issue. everything is paid off and he's on the lease. :wink: yipeeeee
finally we have all the bills settled and have some spending money to shop. NO not for christmas, but for ourselves. i saved allan alot of money by helping him shop. he's got basically wha he needs. i juss need to buy a couple of things and im all set. one bigg thing i do have to save for is the BREAKS. we're gonna get this done next week.
rocky has that new contest going on! i dunno alotta work to keep up a pro account if you win. but it will be koo you know. but anyways i like it already, it's simple to change and you dont have too much complications. hmmmm we'll have to see.
tomorrow is friday, what am i doing? nothing, stayin at home. allan has to work and well we'll go shopping on saturday, we got grochery shoppin to do. our fridge has been empty. hahhha haaa
well i'm gonna go and cook. leave a comment if you were here so i know k?
...dhur
11.01.03 (12:48 pm) [edit]LISTENING TO gemini - crazy for you <---- click here to play AGAIN if you were listening to something else.>
i wonder how life is for a man. not having to worry about anything, atleast anything that has to do with a woman, make up, what to wear or like her PERIOD. errrrr.... I'm a bitch today!
i haven't talked to my bess fren in a long time. i hope she's OK, i miss her, i wish she was here. i guess she's tired and busy, havin' a baby and all. hmmm when is it my turn? no way, not yet, got too much things i need to do for myself and figure out what i really want in life. like school. what profession do i want to take? seattle, do i really wanna stay here?, i have the man of my dreams no questions about that.
wow, it's november first already! halloween,i was pretty much bummed out and hurting. so, me and allan went to papa murphy's and tried their chicago deep dish pizza, damn that's bomd!!!! that was my first time ever there and i think i will go back. their pizza's are a good price. there fresh and BIG. so, me n allan have decided to go to my mom's house today and may be watch some of those movies over there. maybe we'll buy some pizza and eat there too.
geez, i guess my lil sister is sick. shit,to am I and i am in a bitchy mode. my nose is so stuffed up i don't even know what medicine to take!!! ahhahahah
well i'm going to head out for and download more songs. since my computer crashed i lost all my music that i downloaded. now that i have DSL. woo hoo, downloading is fun!!!!